1 timeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!

something must be wrong, this cant be..... i won something? weird... or rigged... something...

i know it is a small win, but it is still a win, hopefully the first of a long streak.. lol

i thought i blew this tourney too, i had a huge stack, was the CLer (thanks again FU_15 <3).

so we were pretty deep, prob close to the bubble, the villain was 2 spots to my left, and just won a few pots and was prob 2nd or 3rd in chips. over last 15-20 minutes the villain RR me and i folded a few times. he was a good player, and 3 bets a bit more than average, prob about what most good players do... more than me (i don't 3 bet enough)...

i had T8s either utg or utg+1 with 60 BBs, obv with my stack it is getting raised up. so villain with 50 BBs thinks i am just gonna keep letting him take my opening raises with no resistance and repopped me. i decided i had enough and was gonna show him to leave my raises alone and i obv had plenty of fold equity so i shipped it in. i mean what can he call with?

well, KK for one... thats a great hand to call a huge 4 bet shove with, even on the bubble. oops. not only did i lose a huge pot, but the whole fucking table saw what i opened with in ep and 4 bet with.. not good.

AWESOME flop!!! T98 ..weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! turn 9, dooooh, and i missed river, and now close to the bubble with 12 BBs about ready to go through the blinds... FUCK... i am so fucking good at blowing it late. was so pissed, because yesterday i made final 2 tables 4 times in mtts and 2 times in 180 sngs, and today final 2 tables of 2 mtts and 2 180s before this. sooo sick of getting so deep and fucking (or getting fucked) it all up.


anyways, i got fortunate enough to run hot for a bit and built a stack and became CLer again relatively quick, without FU_15's help as i busted him way earlier.

i held CL for almost entire final table, lost it for a lil bit 3 handed, but got it right back in like 5 min. and i got my 1st win in a long long time, it is small but im still proud of it...