well..... today started terrible. couldn't get shit going in anything at all. super sick beats, mad coolers, and every time i was short and forced to shove from small blind or button i was running into AA or KK. just super standard... or sick i mean.
so after KK lost to JT about 3 times in 40 min, i was catching myself spewing sick at every table, i just felt massive tilt radiating off of me. i finally said fuck this and just walked away... walked back and forth through the house a bit... hearing my tables beeping wasn't helping. so i went outside and laid in my hammock for like 10 min.
i was feeling a little better, and went back inside. within 15 min i had AA lose to JJ 2 times and to A8s once, but i handled it ok, the lil break actually help a lot.
so the day was so shitty, busted out of the majors fast, bubbled like every 180 and 45 man sng i played, down almost 3k in last 3 days in the 45 mans, which is nasty (esp since they have been my bread and butter). and now it is getting late, finally built a few stacks and only in 5 tourneys still....
at this point i quit registering for the sngs i been playing, and pull up my excel sheet and see if i bust out of the last 5 i am down $2500 on the day. pretty sick... my BR is not nearly big enough to lose that in a day.
so i quickly get fucked out of 4 of the 5 and start feeling a bit tilted again. im still in the 30r and its about bubble time. unfortunately i am pretty sure i am one of the worst guys left... ranked players everywhere.
from the time there were 26 players left till half way through the final table, i put 4 sick beats on those ranked fuckers who always seem to run like god against me. felt so awesome.
was a tough field and hard final table.
woot!!! 4 left... i break even for the day!!!!!
HU i got my money in as a good favorite, and he sucked out on me, so i took home 2nd. and i made money on the day!